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[Dec. 13th, 2009|01:49 pm] |
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Cleaned my room, my clothes are all washed, I did the dishes and vacuumed the house... O_O IKR? Everything is clean and it makes me feel like I can breathe easier. It makes me more willing to do things. I think i want to look for a job as a waitress. It would be a good workout and if I get in somewhere decent I can make maybe even more so than flextronics. Granted I would be spending a lot more of it now that I have more things to pay off, but it will be worth it to have all of that off my chest (and out of my bank account).
Lately I've reeeeally been putting in some time thinking about what I want out of life. I know a few things, but they are all things that come after picking a career. I know at this point I should probably already at least know he type of work I want to get into, but truth be told I don't. I have no idea where I will be this time next year, but I hope I can figure out a game plan on life by then. It would be even better if I could already be started by that time. I knooooooooow *sigh* that I need to go back to school (god help me), and I will, I really don't have a choice.
I'm done with this entry. Too distracted. Kthnxbai |
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[Dec. 6th, 2009|06:13 am] |
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I'm not sure how I feel about this anymore. The one thing that was always pulling me away is now tying me down. There are tons of choices I could make right now, but none of them seem like the right choice. Maybe I opened my future too early and let it sit until all the new ideas grew stale. I've been over-thinking everything lately- This has lead to me be motivated about nothing.
We've hit the point where we tell each other things without the sugar coating of new romance dampening the harsh reality of what we actually mean when we criticize each other. There are no more butterflies when the other signs on, no more sparks when our song comes on, no more inside jokes being formed to giggle at when other people ask about them. No more signs, songs, doodles, or tears of joy. We are in a low tide. Every relationship has them. Once we hit bottom there's no where to go but up. The problem is, as the majority of relationships grow, the low tides continually get longer and closer together.
Usually these times in a relationship end once it hits a stepping stone. These moments unite the couple again because its a time that only they find important, it brings back that warm rush of puppy love that starts the very first feelings for one another. Anniversaries, Birthdays, Dates, ect...
Ya know, I never actually write all of what I am thinking. Mostly because my mind starts to stray so far from topic, but when I write down even the bare minimum I feel a release. It's nice. The snow however, is not. I don't know where I'll end up, who I will have near me or what I will make of myself, but I do know that I need to get out of here away from everything. At least for a little while. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|06:55 pm] |
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Jason (6:44:48 PM): i was the first to wish you happy bday last year js js snoo (6:45:04 PM): even back then we were thinkin about each other an awful lot 9_9 Jason (6:45:10 PM): mmhmmm Jason (6:45:16 PM): we is just meant to be snoo] (6:45:30 PM): =] yeah snoo (6:47:41 PM): i saved the convo we had about all the things we did ^_^ Jason (6:47:56 PM): hahah yaaaaaaaaay <3 Jason (6:48:02 PM): i love how you save stuff we talk about Jason (6:48:30 PM): its like love notes snoo (6:48:56 PM): they are love notes snoo (6:49:01 PM): cause i love the things you say snoo (6:49:04 PM): and i want to keep them always Jason (6:49:12 PM): i wanna keep you always snoo (6:49:21 PM): /saves Jason (6:49:29 PM): its true Jason (6:49:31 PM): yer my love Jason (6:49:46 PM): you make me feel so incredible like no1 else can snoo (6:49:57 PM): ^__________^ Jason (6:49:57 PM): just waking up knowing that you love me is enough to get me through my day snoo (6:50:22 PM): omfg stop saying adorable things or i am going to have to keep re- ctrl+c'ing Jason (6:50:33 PM): hahaha kay Jason (6:50:37 PM): ill stop Jason (6:50:42 PM): i took a dump and it felt amaaaaaaaaaaaaazing Jason (6:50:44 PM): better? |
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[Nov. 20th, 2009|02:14 am] |
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I already know this can last forever. mfeo. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|07:15 pm] |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|07:31 pm] |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|02:25 pm] |
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TOMORROW!
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|04:11 pm] |
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3 da- NO WAIT... 2!
*wiggles*
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[Oct. 31st, 2009|01:19 am] |
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4 days (posted a little late, srry. lol)
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|11:32 pm] |
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5 days
"ill let you borrow my underwear" |
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